Im seriously thinking of re-naming my blog "Bdsm soap opera"
this can be part 556, take 1
I thought i was past being shockable, but i was wrong.
So he says the other day, out the blue
"what are your thoughts on me taking the virginity of a very sub lesbian?"
After picking ones jaw off the floor, i asked for more details, he gave them......after the inital "wtf" and processing the information, the next day i couldnt stop laughing, sitting having a coffee my daughter thought i had gone mad, as i was thinking about it and just burst out laughing.
From here on in sub lesbian with be known as the princess, coz im being flippant
So the princess wants to meet a couple, she has before but it didnt go too well, i get that, anyway she wants to lose her virginity...she is in her late 20's never been penetrated before either in the pussy or the ass (including the use of dildos/vibrators), she has sucked cock once but found it distressing, tasting cum is a hard limit. Maybe i should call her Anastasia instead! as long as she isnt expecting Mr Grey, coz she will be shit out of luck!
Honestly, of all the men i know, he would be one of the last i would think of for losing ones virginity to!..im laughing thinking about it as im typing...i must have a warped sense of humour. Laughing even more when he said, i should consider she might run a mile.
She does have experience within the realms of bdsm so she isnt totally Miss innocent.
I get why he is so interested in her, he is meeting with her on Friday, so depending on how that goes, its looking a real possibility, its a new experience for him, a challenge, and he hasnt had a new experience for a long time, so i can understand the appeal of the situation to him.
i think from what he has said she is going to be hard work, and yet i also think i am...hard work..and i dont want to be.
I think she will be hard work in the respect of that she needs careful handling, she is unsure of her desires, then you have the zero experience of sex, and i think for a woman losing ones virginity is different than it is for men, its more of an emotional thing, perhaps? its important to her that a woman is present for..hmm support, understanding, to care.
Then there is me, being hard work.
Its a whole new situation for me, one i have never thought about, well nor as he come to that, so i have my own 'issues', how do i feel about it all? i admit to being intrigued, im trying to be positive and open-minded, he has asked that of me, and i am trying. But yes there are elements of it that im not happy about at all, but thats not relevant, i dont want to be difficult, so its better to focus on that its something he is keen for, especially after the texting incident, i dont want to fuck this up, and me being difficult could do so.