"I don't mind you showing initiative" he said.
So I have been, perhaps pushing my luck a bit, I think he might be regretting saying those words, give me an inch I will take a mile.
But the thing is, I am crap at showing initiative, well, to be more specific in the bedroom that is.
I know what he likes, and I stick to what I know, I rarely, and I mean really rarely, can probably count on one hand the amount of times I have initiated sex and to a certain extent took the lead, I suppose in doing so, pushes me out of my comfort zone.
He said I could choose one thing I would like him to do to me, and one thing I would like to do to him (within reason), it's funny how I bet that within reason is more restricted on what I would like to do him!
I chose wax for myself, we haven't played with wax for a long time, and I can't even remember if I like it or not, well, it depends on where the wax is going really.
I had to ponder, for a long while, on what I would like to do to him, because I already do what I like to do him...it's in my comfort zone, I know he likes it!
So I thought, ice, ice would be interesting, on him, had it on myself, could be fun!
I told him what my choices were and he was fine with that...good start!
He said "wax on your pussy will be interesting" in a taunting sort of way.
to which I replied "ice up your ass will be interesting too...you know, just showing some initiative"
Yea, I think he is regretting those words.
It's obvious I suppose, that I have really been struggling with keeping this blog going, and yet I miss it, so that should give me the kick up the ass that I need, anyway clearly I needed a harder ass kicking and I got one!