Joey asked about the mind games the bossman does with me.
I like being taunted, especially during s/m or humiliation, i think its because in those moments its the fear aspect...will he, wont he and not knowing either way where it will go, panicking, thinking he wouldnt do that to me? would he?..no he wouldnt go that far....but maybe he will!
What scares me the most though is sometimes, the things he says excite me, although im still fearful, in fact i think at times mindfucks are a good way of getting into my head, he can read me so well, even when i deny that i find something exciting.
So this is an example of what does it for me....
"Perhaps I should nail your tits to the floor, that would keep you on your knees"
and immediately im pleading, begging, bloody terrified that he will do this, genuinely scared because he has done it before, (not on me) so i know its a possibility.
"no, please, im being good, i will do anything you want, but please not that"
"but you havent been good, you were told to stay on your knees and you did not, yes you will do whatever I want now, and now I want to nail those tits to the floor"
and im crying, im kneeling now!
and he gets some nails and a small hammer, and im near on hysterical at this point, promises pouring out my mouth, clutching at his legs, sobbing, begging
"kneel right down, I want those tits to the floor"
and its funny, well not funny, but through the fear, crying etc i do it, still begging, well its more gabbling at this moment, struggling to find something, anything to say that might save me....
He crouches down, and im terrified, im not ready for this, his hand grabs my tit, and he just yanks it, pulling me up to my feet..
"look at me" he demands
"if this happens again, and you do not stay kneeling when told, this (and he is gesturing towards the nails) will not stop here as it has now"
and i have learnt the hard way, when he makes a threat, he will carry it out
But yeah, that sort of mindfuck, where i really believe he would, is what gets me going, its not so much that i want what he is saying, but its the fear that i love.