Just read gg's post http://greengirl-whatiwonder.blogspot.co.uk/2014/09/the-flip-side.html, which i loved, and it made me think, as i said in the comment there, do i portray the bossman only as being this demanding, harsh and strict Master.
He is all of those, but he is much more, i guess i dont tend to let that come through here, i wander if sometimes what i post, as in the previous 2 posts perhaps make some people uncomfortable, on the day i posted about my panic over potentially meeting up with a couple....titled 'where to start; i lost 3 followers, not that this bothers me at all....but it made me wander about what people think....oh fuck, i know i shouldnt go down this path.
It doesnt matter what people think, well, some people it does matter to me, but lately i seem to be getting a lot of it, im controlled too much, its unhealthy, the s/m we engage in is sick and does not fit with SSC or RACK, im brainwashed, im a victim.....and all of these are bullshit, but perhaps im partly to blame because of the way i write, maybe it comes across that way.
I started this post with the intention of defending him, but im not going to, i dont need to, because i know him, i know us, and thats enough.
When Master set this blog up for me, it was for me to air my thoughts, no matter what they were, because i find it helpful, somewhere along the way i lost sight of that, and i wont censor my worries, problems, dramas etc as much as i wont stop writing about other random shit.
Because i would rather keep this real, through all the ups as well as the downs.