kinky things, 30..i might make it to the full 30, i might not

Ok, so like the 30 days of truth (which i know i still have to finish)  im breaking this down.

1)  Dom, sub, switch, slave?  What parts of BDSM interest you? give us an interesting, in-depth definition of what that means to you?  Basically define your kinky self for us.

Slave, my, or rather his definition of a slave is, one that is living it 24/7 tpe, completely giving oneself over to another, in everything.

Well, those who read me know what interests me, but a quick re-cap (im excluding being controlled/dominated as i dont define that as a kink or BDSM).

I love s/m, cane is my favourite implement, whips coming in a close second, bullwhips tend to be known as the most severe of all, in my opinion bollocks, any whip, or most implements can be severe, its all dependent on ones skill in using them and as for the recipient....well we all react/respond differently, i prefer thicker whips over the slim, fine ones, i can handle a bullwhip better than i can the dressage whip.....i like thud over stingy when it comes to most implements.

I enjoy brutal treatment at his hands, slaps to the face that send me to the floor, punching, hands around my throat squeezing tightly, i like the thrill of the fight when its hands/fists only...even though i know i wont win, i dont want to win.

Humiliation however does it for me more than s/m does, both in the physical and the verbal sense, and there is so much i enjoy about it.

2) List your kinks

Really?  ok well i have a lot, so lets keep it to 10 and i will try to throw in a few i might not talk about a lot

1.  Electrics...violet wand, tens, zapper

2.  Being kept in restrictive bondage for long periods of time

3.  Boot/foot worship.... its a ritual for us, gets me into a submissive headspace very quickly, its also one of the first things i will look to do if he is displeased with me as its humbling myself to him, demonstrating my deference to him

4. Orgasm denial.....long term, as in months.....love that it keeps me sexually stimulated, and it serves to remind me that his sexual gratification is more important than mine, keeps me focused on pleasing him sexually rather than thinking of my own pleasure.....my pleasure is in pleasing him

5.  Being objectified......being used as a piece of furniture, footstool, table etc, anything that strips me of what makes me 'human' and in anyway equal to him or anyone else

6.  Blood....i love being cut just for the blood, needles, a beating that leaves me bleeding, he once let me cut him on his chest because i wanted to lick his blood from his body...that was so hot!

7.  Breath play...especially with the rubber hood which only has 2 thin nasal tubes, its the very fact that he literally has my breath and therefore my life in his hands

8.  Clamps and weights on nipples and labia...one of my love/hate things....its very painful but in an odd way i like the feel of it, keeps me very still which is his intention at times, as im such a fidget ass..until the bastard swings them

9.  Piss, everything about it, being peed on, being used as his urinal, being made to piss myself when fully dressed, being peed on whilst im dressed and being made to stay in, being watched while i pee, being denied use of toilet and making me pee in a bowl

10.  Being made to gag/be sick from having his cock forced down my throat, brutally face fucked