Saturday, 31 March 2012


I want to be good i do, im trying really hard to be good i am, he likes obedience and i like obeying but right now i want a hard caning more than i want to be good! but he wont be manipulated so im going to be good....its not like i have much choice anyway.....the alternative wouldnt be good.


  1. Just tell him that.

    I have no problem looking Master dead in the eye and saying "It's been a while since we've had some serious playtime, and I could really use some intense (whatever) lately. It always helps me behave, and I feel much happier and balanced afterward"

    Nine out of ten it works within the week. The tenth he usually has a reason for it not happening, and will tell me.

  2. Hi kitten

    I am allowed to ask for what i would like (within reason) but i have to accept a no when it is at this moment he is too many miles im being patient...well trying to be.

    tori x

  3. Hi tori,
    I'm the one that asked about needles on Florida Dom's blog.
    He said to google bdsm needle play and I did. Remember when you told me it's not as bad as it sounds? There were pictures and videos and I thought I was going to pass out when I saw them. There was a woman whose breasts were nailed down. Have you done that? I don't know if I could survive something that painful. What was your reaction when you first heard about this lifestyle and what was it like when you first experienced it.
    This is the first time I have read your blog; if you covered this in the beginning, let me know and I'll go back to read it.


  4. hi kiki

    i will reply to this when i have more time via a blog post, probably later today.

    tori x