Honestly of all the things to lose

Need to get a new riding crop, he broke it whilst beating me but in all fairness it was fairly old (like its owner), not because he was using it too hard (not that im saying you were soft on me, god forbid i suggest that!).

He has also lost my favourite cane, dont ask how, i have no idea, how can a cane possible get lost its not like a mobile phone, not that that would ever get lost of course because its constantly attached to him, and i wouldnt be moaning if that got lost.  I think he left it in the car (yes it pretty much went everywhere with us...coz you never know!) and forgot to remove it when he sold the car so somebody out there has my cane and it would be quite awkward asking if they have it.

It nothing special just a bog standard cane but its special to me, its the one used that first got me to sub space, its the one used that gave me my first severe caning and i dont know why but its one that i seem to adjust to really easily....im missing it..i know its sad (as in pathetic)...its not like a pet that you get attached to.

Really if he is going to lose or misplace something why couldnt it be something i dont like, like the single tail or the inflatable butt plug..oooh shudders thinking about that, its rubber and i confess i seriously contemplate putting lots of pinpricks in it so it wouldnt be able to inflate sucessfully and then i remember what happened the time i hid the whip....ooooh bigger shudders.

So now i have to find a new favourite with his assistance  (coz im good like that, keeping him involved), there are lots of others probably more canes in his arsenal than anything else, it will be a challenge, and being a sadist he will more than happily take the challenge up (yes its probably a blatant attempt to top from the bottom) but all for a good cause you understand.