Need to get a new riding crop, he broke it whilst beating me but in all fairness it was fairly old (like its owner), not because he was using it too hard (not that im saying you were soft on me, god forbid i suggest that!).
He has also lost my favourite cane, dont ask how, i have no idea, how can a cane possible get lost its not like a mobile phone, not that that would ever get lost of course because its constantly attached to him, and i wouldnt be moaning if that got lost. I think he left it in the car (yes it pretty much went everywhere with us...coz you never know!) and forgot to remove it when he sold the car so somebody out there has my cane and it would be quite awkward asking if they have it.
It nothing special just a bog standard cane but its special to me, its the one used that first got me to sub space, its the one used that gave me my first severe caning and i dont know why but its one that i seem to adjust to really easily....im missing it..i know its sad (as in pathetic)...its not like a pet that you get attached to.
Really if he is going to lose or misplace something why couldnt it be something i dont like, like the single tail or the inflatable butt plug..oooh shudders thinking about that, its rubber and i confess i seriously contemplate putting lots of pinpricks in it so it wouldnt be able to inflate sucessfully and then i remember what happened the time i hid the whip....ooooh bigger shudders.
So now i have to find a new favourite with his assistance (coz im good like that, keeping him involved), there are lots of others probably more canes in his arsenal than anything else, it will be a challenge, and being a sadist he will more than happily take the challenge up (yes its probably a blatant attempt to top from the bottom) but all for a good cause you understand.
hahahah... lucky for me i like his leather belt. so far i've felt three different ones i think, and i like them all. so i suspect i'll never feel as bereft as you do right now.
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lol i know its sad, i do like the belt as well but this cane well it was my cane and yeah im sulking!
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I get this way with a lot of my gear. I have a set of leather cuffs that I get territorial over. Master let Bit wear them once for a picture, and when I found out I was pissed. Master just looked at me and got wide eyed and apologized.
ReplyDeleteWe have other cuffs to loan out damnit! Those ones are MINE.
Oh im glad its not just me....yes i totally get that i would be pissed too, there are somethings that just have meaning and more so than something else.
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I hope that your Top/Dom finds his cane. Because I am a switch, I can bring my set of canes with me and it does not appear I am topping from the bottom.
ReplyDeleteI hope that you receive a "nice" caning soon tori.:)
Hug,
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hi joey
Deleteoh i do hope so too...tomorrow if im lucky..been far too long
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I absolutely hate all forms of the cane...And whadya know, there's one under the mattress, above the bed, beside the bed, and somewhere around the dresser.
ReplyDeleteI love the riding crop...Haven't been able to find that for months!
Maybe there's a secret rule of loss that states only implements we like get misplaced?
you may well have a good point there lil because he sure as hell doesnt lose anything that he really likes, the riding crop i wouldnt miss so much but i do feel for you having all those canes as you dont like them....umm got a real open fire? lol
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That is a real bummer, I hope you find something you like just as much sooner rather than later. Hey, maybe you'll start the owner's of your old car on a new journey. You will have to let us know if you find something you like just as much. Have fun.
ReplyDeleteit is isnt it? but thats ok i shall find something else and i plan to this weekend if all goes to plan lol
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That is a bummer, sorry to hear that. I would hate to lose our leather paddle. Really would. Although I do find it quite funny that he lost the cane...
ReplyDeleteIt is a bummer and i know its bonkers right..how can anyone lose a cane..the mind boggles!
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He broke both the first riding crop I bought and the first cane, both on me. We are on the second generation of both, and I'm trying not to get too attached, since I don't expect them to last forever. I was really sad when the first crop broke- I loved that thing. Actually we still have it, although it is useless, I couldn't throw it away. Luckily, they are easy enough to get at farm stores.
ReplyDeleteYou may have the best idea there not too get attached but i do or i did, i shall have to stop it lol
DeleteYes farm stores are great and much cheaper than bdsm outlets.
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