ok so im needing distracting from the whole love thing.
Im not a big fan of having my photo taken and even less so when im in bondage and sufferring but the bossman has his David Bailey moments and out comes the camera...."smile"...seriously are you kidding me im hung here like a marionette, im hurting and you want to take my damn picture!..fuck off...all said in my mind of course...never a good idea when one is tied up naked and helpless in a room filled with instruments of torture to start getting cocky.
The last time he decided to take photos i had my arms suspended above me attached to the suspension point, anal hook inserted and then via the loop at the top of the hook rope was attached also to the suspension point, nipple clamps and weights on as well as the labia being clamped and weighted..but the worst was the gag it was a Jennings dental gag which keeps the mouth wide open..i hate it.
So there he is with his camera and he tells me to look at him, i dont want to, i really dont, im feeling completley humiliated in a way i dont enjoy and he is laughing at me because he knows im not a happy bunny and im not! hanging there with drool dripping down my chin because of the gag so im going to ignore him and look at the floor.
My eyes convey exactly what i am thinking, yeah you know that saying 'if looks could kill' well he would be dead and buried and he demands that i look at him so thats the look he is going to get and he chuckles as he snaps away with the damn camera. The photos will never make it to the blog so dont even go there!
Sounds like he really enjoyed that look in your eyes when he snapped the photos. So who has the photos now?
ReplyDeleteFD
hi FD
DeleteHe keeps the photos, some he will destroy eventually, i think a lot of it is not just having the photos but more he enjoys my humiliation of having them taken.
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the subject dragged my ass in here! great way to get attention! love it! and to his defense *grins* I love the camera and taking pics!
ReplyDeleteas I read your post I am trying to imagine your facial expression, you should have seen my facial expression when i read you had an anal hook inserted! yikes!
and if you don't approve of the pics don't post them, most of my friends need my written consent and permission before posting a pic! it has to be Atiya approved!!
Have a great day Tori!!
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Aluv
hi ya Aluv
Deletelmao what happpened to submissive solidarity! i think its one of those things people love or hate, do you like photos taken of yourself when 'playing'?
As to the facial expressions lets just say the anal hook isnt that bad, rather that than the dental gag i do detest that thing.
This blog is under his email address and also as my Owner if he wanted to put the pictures up he would whether i wanted them here or not lol
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So as a Dom he has a bit of a Sadist in him as well? I can only imagine his satisfaction in knowing that you hated him in that moment and couldn't do anything about it.
ReplyDeleteI won't ask for pictures. Goodness knows I can see enough similar photos on FetLife. And like you, I don't like being photographed. I don't think they ever turn out well.
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Mr. AP
hi Mr AP
DeleteYes he is very sadistic but thats ok because im very masochistic lol, he certainly enjoys my torment!
oh i know what you mean by seeing enough similar photos, personally they dont do anything for me at all.
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Any chance of seeing you hung with the Jennings gag?
ReplyDeleteAny chance of you reading the last sentence in the blog post?
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