Im a submissive but im not always submissive. I strive to be, it doesnt always happen or flow naturally and when these moments happen i seek to be re-centered, having rituals help, but sometimes i really need to have that feeling of being humble.
I get this need to be at his feet, to kneel and to worship his boots then removing his footwear and socks i can spend countless minutes worshipping his feet, kissing and licking all over, this instills a sense of humbleness, its not sexual by any means, its about demonstrating who and what i am to him, to put aside any attitude, pride and arrogance, to demonstrate to him my deference to his dominance.
Sometimes its hard to retain being humble when we live in a society that places importance on celebrities, how we look, how much money we have, what we wear, what flashy car we drive, we live in a society where nearly everything can be obtained through credit so nothing needs to be worked for if you want it enough you take a loan or credit card out....success being measured by what you own.
I can understand that in some ways i am no different, im ambitious, my job is very important to me, i like nice things..who doesnt, i like my children to have nice things probably in fact more goes on them than myself, i like nice holidays etc etc and its easy to get caught up with societies expectations and to go along with my work colleagues and my friends, to keep up an image. Sometimes i do get carrried away and i lose sight of what matters but more importantly i lose sight of who i am and what makes me happy, i do get an attitude and full of self importance and i need him to remind me of who i am.
So i will kneel at his feet. To be humble.