And im little miss learntokeepyourmouthshut ...i do think that would make a great new character to add to the series.....and i would be the perfect person to model it on.
When i said many, many posts back about how keeping a blog, and having your Dom read it is a positive thing, coz its a good way of getting in ones head.....i lied.
Ok, so technically its a good thing, until you write something that they read (previous post) and they are in a grumpy mood and pick it apart...reading more into it than you meant.....and Master thats my job!
So he says on Sunday, out of the blue "for every pinprick that goes into the plug, 100 needles will be going into your cunt and tits" umm pause, and rewind.....i said and i quote "i have been thinking...." its like i think about having a threesome with Johnny Depp and Brad Pitt doesnt mean im going to (i can fantasise though).
Now one would think at this point i would shut my mouth and let it go.....well yeah but i was tetchy from not enough sleep and before my brain engaged i replied "dont think that many needles will fit so ok, cant be that bad" oh dear, oooh fuckety roo, that didnt go down too well at all......lesson here folks (well for me) when ones Dom is clearly not in a good mood, they are not going to take to well to smart ass comments, plus when ones Dom is a sadist it is most definitley not a good idea to suggest anything that they will take as a challenge.
Within 5 mins, after quickly assessing he wasnt seeing the funny side, i apologise for provoking him, but too damn late, "Ok, we'll find out how bad it can be" he states.
So sometimes i moan about his work, he sometimes got a lot of work on and is really busy......im not complaining now...busy is good, busier the better..equates to being tired and not up to much!
Im shitting myself (not literally, you know, but yeah you know what i mean, i hope)
but there is also this part of me that is excited...namely that part between my legs.