Wednesday, 9 October 2013

Being grateful

Yes i am so very grateful that he observed "see you can be good" , it took every inch of willpower to keep the sarcastic thought running in my head from spouting out of my mouth, so i gulped down a mug of coffee instead, silently fuming.

Im still fuming, even though he allowed me an orgasm earlier....guess i should be grateful for that as well.

Sometimes i think this whole being good is over-rated....when i am, i shouldnt expect acknowledgement, because well the reward is in knowing that im being pleasing and obedient...but yet when im not good....thats always picked up on and acknowedged.

*sigh* im going to vent my frustration out on cleaning the bathroom.

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  1. Oh...I get that.

    Bet your bathroom looks lovely!

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    1. the bathroom got started but not finished...i suppose i should go do something about that lol

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  2. On the plus side, one less thing you have to clean later on?

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    1. i wish lol..started but not finished!

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  3. Isn't it funny how those moments when we aren't so good are always acknowledged? LoL. For me, I don't think I should expect acknowledgement when I please him, yet I still like receiving it. Go figure! LoL

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. the logical part of me knows i shouldnt expect acknowledgement...because im behaving the way he expects me to but yes!!! i still want it to be lol

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  4. Being good is so overrated. Very funny tori. However, being bad can be more fun sometimes. ;)

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. well there is that saying joey...when im good, im very, very good but when im bad, im better lol

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  5. Oh...how the gulping of coffee has helped me to swallow words...*nods*...

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    1. Coffee has saved my ass many a time lol

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  6. "see you can be good" and "good girl" definitely receives two different reactions..i would be gulping down my coffee to control my tongue too.

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  7. It can get very discouraging if you feel like the only thing pointed out is the wrong, I talked to him about just this a while back and just expressed that I felt it would help my submission to also know when I did something that was pleasing and that I needed some form of praise. He admitted that wasn't his strong suit and worked on it.

    Glad the coffee worked for you though. It's probably not the right time to discuss if you are fuming:)

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  8. the good should always be acknowledged as well as the bad :) well done for being good and swallowing your sarcastic comment - I know only too well how hard THAT can be :)
    hugs kiwi xxx

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