Spoonfuls??? no...i have been taking a whole damn bottle daily.
I dunno my mood of late hasnt been that great, been stewing on things, making mountains of molehills, and being a complete bitch...all because i feel wronged/hard done-by and he isnt being fair.
Sometimes i just cant see reason, it takes time for me to get my head adjusted to his reasoning's, and then i get infuriated with him because he cant see my point of view..the irony at the time lost on me that im actually not even prepared to see his.
Then when it does all 'click' usually after a lot of reflection on my part, sometimes i need to get there on my own (with some helpful insights, thank you), i feel guilty that i have indeed been such a bitch.....its my mouth that gets me in the most trouble, more specifically engaging it before thinking through......spending long periods of time in a gag...one would think i would be cured of this.....sometimes i just dont learn the easy way.
Maybe its something in the air...ive been the same way lately
ReplyDeleteGetting so angry and hurt that he doesn't see my point when im not even getting his in those moments
Oh i get so caught up in feeling hard done by, sometimes i actually lose sight of the fact that im the one actually in the wrong.
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I hate when it 'clicks' because then i have to be all humble and apologize. whoever markets those bottles need to provide a quick anecdote. lol just remember, this too shall pass.
ReplyDeleteoh HS yes it will pass, just wish i could avoid going through it in the first place lol
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" i get infuriated with him because he cant see my point of view..the irony at the time lost on me that im actually not even prepared to see his." I 'so' wish I didn't get this.
ReplyDeleteyeah its easy to get so caught up in our own sense of injustice, we dont realise we are missing the bigger picture.
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No worries....many of us do not learn the easy way:)
ReplyDeleteoh, its horrid, one would think i should know better lol
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I do get hit upside the head with this sometimes also - and it is awful - but it also ends -I do what I need to - he does what he needs to - and we move on, hopefully lesson learned. I hope that part comes for you quickly.
ReplyDeleteYeah it is horrid gg, i dont know what gets into me at these times, i would like to blame it on hormones but i cant lol, if im honest its more likely im behaving like a spoiled brat because i simply am not getting my own way...and i dont like that side of me...nor does he.
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^^^This^^^,
ReplyDeleteI hate that.
When he feels he is being fair but when its not fair to me..and when he can't see my viewpoint....oooh that really is the worse.
Hope things have settled for you, now and that left over guilt has faded, too.
Hugs.
Yep im feeling a lot more positive now, i just needed to get it straight in my head, i know im terrible for overthinking and letting things blow way out of proportion.
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Well I drink bottles at times lol..I believe tis the season to be bitchy...I know for me once school starts there is no slowing down till January.. hope u feel better soon ..big hugs
ReplyDeleteyes! im worse when its really busy, which it is with work and kids....i let things build up and it spirals out of control.
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I can so relate to my mouth getting me in trouble! I hate that moment when it clicks. Hope you feel better soon.
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oh Roz really its my biggest downfall this mouth of mine lol
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oh tori I know just how you feel - its my mouth that gets me into trouble much of the time too - I never stop to think before I speak and those sarcastic comments on the tip of my tongue just fall out :(
ReplyDeletethankfulky though he has not thought of a gag yet....give him time though
love and hugs kiwi xx