Well whilst the rest of the house are snoring their heads off, i have crept out of bed, i cant sleep, tried reading in bed but that didnt work, so i figured i may as well come on here and ramble, so apologies if no sense can be made of this at all...coz it is rambles.
I will get around to replying to comments on the last few posts....when im more 'with it'.....ok lets just go with when im properly awake as im not sure im ever really 'with it'....according to my darling children that is.
I went back to that therapist, to cut a long story short i wont be going back to see her again, we just clashed, i did offer anonymous (from a previous post) the job but i didnt get a response, so its back to the drawing board.
I asked Master if he was aware that the more women orgasm the more adventurous it makes them in bed, all the while hiding my crossed fingers in hope he wouldnt ask for the proof to back this claim up...he didnt, just replied "so does a good beating"....(i did make it up off the top off my head....hey im desperate!)
I think he needs to work on his PC (political correctness), clearly he saw my motive, that i was hoping for release....im not allowed to ask, its a case of if he chooses to allow me to orgasm or not.......its been a not for a while!
On a more positive note, i asked him if i could have my labia pierced (totally lil's fault for putting this back in my head again...its been on my mind since she did a post about piercing a while back) and this time i got a "find out what is around, and I will consider it" thats progress....so i guess its actually thankyou lil for making me think about it and bringing it up.
Im having a recurring thought of putting pin pricks in the inflatable butt plug (not the first time i have had these thoughts) but its weighing up the consequences if i do....im not sure he would see the funny side.....i do!
Had friends around for lunch today, got a bit carried away with the wine consumption, and the rich chocolate cake for dessert, blood sugar level through the roof, got a right telling off/lecture, made worse because i thought i had enough insulin to see me through to Monday, i havent.......tomorrow will be a visit to the hospital to get an emergency prescription from a doctor.
Still wide awake, going to see what shit is on late night tv.
Just sending lots of hugs
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DeleteI was feeling pretty down last night, i tend to hide it by making light of things.
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Ummmm, I think putting pin pricks in your butt plug might not turn out to be such a good idea... But give it and try and let us know how it turns out ;)
ReplyDeleteummm lol, i wont be trying it, i got told exactly what the consequences would be and well lets just say it will be staying unpricked!
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Lol im agreeing with misty only on the part of that not being a good idea!
ReplyDeleteand here's hugs hoping you get your release soon
Its not a good idea, but it was nice while it lasted lol
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Why do our brains do this middle of the night thing! two hours the other night.
ReplyDeletei think if you turned your plug into a pin cushion he would notice... Sorry. Hope the other things become reality for you.
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Its not unusual for me to have a restless night, but its a pain because it messes my sleep pattern right up.
DeleteOh he would notice, i got a warning today..damn him for reading this post lol
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I can so relate. Sleep is a big issue for me. Wonder if it's got anything to do with the wine and chocolate cake :)
ReplyDeletePutting pin cushions in the plug cracked me up. Nice idea ... but agree with the others. Probably not a good idea!
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I think the wine and the cake contributed, i was worried about my blood sugar levels, although i had gone them down by the time i went to bed.
DeleteNope not a good idea at all!
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Thanks for the random thoughts.
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your welcome lol
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You know how they say that men who orgasm frequently live longer? I tried to use that one once when He was denying me for an extended amount of time...I asked Him if He was trying to outlive me:)
ReplyDeletelmao....i shall have to remember that one, but i doubt it will get me anywhere.
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this slut definitely becomes more adventurous in bed when her body is convulsing orgasm after orgasm. though, at times i wish Sir would stop trying to reach His record from the previous. we may be on opposite sides, you not allowed and me a must, but at times i so would enjoy denial. My point, you can now rest adsured your statistic is someone truth. ha!
ReplyDeletei wonder if a piercing will make your sensitivity to the point the denial will be harder to control.
pricking the plug....hmmm.... um, can you just strategically place it on an earring so it doesn't look intentional? Then again, not sure your Master approves of carelessness either. Crikey! Good luck there.
lmao.....well at least i have some truth in my statement...wont make a difference but....its evidence!
DeleteHmm im inclined to say no, although we did meet with a lady once who had her clit hood pierced and she deeply regrets it....i just want my labia done and wouldnt imagine that should have an effect.
Well i could but....nope he wouldnt believe it lol
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I'm definitely more pleasant after lots of orgasms.... but it is up to your Sir to determine of course, for you.
ReplyDeleteMostly im used to it now, and i do like the control aspect of it....but sometimes....such as the last few days i have just had this burning desire to orgasm....but not allowed...the meanie lol
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