I was not giving up, i just felt i needed to step away from here for a little while....but apparently blogging is good for me.
I let my emotions get the better of me and i said something to him that i shouldnt have, i told him i was going on strike (or words to that effect), and then just to make it worse i added "why? do you have a problem with that?"....with the attitude to go with it.
I know that here is my place to put thoughts down, its never been a rule that i have to blog.
I just felt that as i couldnt properly explain how im feeling, or indeed what has brought all this on, i didnt want to just do 'filler posts', nor did i want to end up with loads of depressing posts...because im shit at talking emotions.
i mean what am i meant to say other than im sorry.....when im not.