Saturday 10 August 2013

Holiday rambling

Oh the joys of school holidays, arguing with son over what time he thinks he should be allowed to stay out to, resulted in slamming of doors and of course the dramatic stomping up the stairs (and thats just me), my daughter broke someones window with a tennis ball and my dog decided to go wandering, couple hours later he is found fast asleep in a neighbouring barn....and thats just today!

The bossman is busy (sigh, nothing new there) i had an insecure moment and told him sometimes i worry that he is so busy at times, he might have considered releasing me...honestly i dont know where these thoughts spring up from...i think i just need reasurrance.....or maybe im more needy that i thought i was.

or maybe i just wanted some sentiments..no not maybe...thats what i wanted, and i should know better the bossman doesnt do sentimental, well very rarely...heck nor do i come to that but occassionally you know it would be nice.
...hmm ok tori practice what you preach! shouldnt expect it when i dont give it myself.....no actually

a few weeks ago i said to him "you know i love you, dont you Sir?" to which he replied

"I know"!!! ok maybe he knew i was creeping coz i wanted something.

but i got a "good girl" today...and as those words rarely leave his lips either...i shall make do with them.



















18 comments:

  1. yes School Hols are the blessing we could do without!!

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    1. i love them when they first start, less chaos in the morning, 2 weeks in im about ready to go bonkers lol

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  2. we all love a little sentiment tori...smiles

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    1. yes we do, im not sentimental much myself though really

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      nice to see you about

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  3. I agree about school holidays. I love extra time with my children, but I'm fried by night's end and they feel they should get to stay up longer.

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    1. yes the evenings are when i most want time out, its bit more difficult with my son as he is 16 so i can sort of expect him to be up in bed too early....but then i dont want him being out too late either lol

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  4. Awww sounds like me..slamming doors and needing some sentiment lol ..we get hugged and spanked close enough lol

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    1. slamming doors is good therapy...thats my excuse and im sticking to it lol

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  5. It is OK to be needy.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. it is, isnt it.

      sometimes i need to be reminded of that.

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  6. Even though it is apparently ok to be needy, I really hate that feeling. Hope you're feeling better.

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    1. i am, thanks Sarah, i really dont know why at moments i get these feelings but they just seem to come out of nowhere!

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  7. Oh yes, the slamming and stomping. Living that here at the moment. Then the kids go clingy, and so do I. All quite natural I think.

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    1. oh its joyful isnt it? NOT

      the children are actually being ok overall, but the weather hasnt been that good this last week so they have been stuck in and thats when the bickering starts.

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  8. i hate being needy. but i am from time to time. and in varying degrees.

    hey, you got the Good Girl right? *wink*

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    1. i did..so i shall just have to settle for that...and its good enough lol

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  9. I'm really needy/ clingy and I hate it. I'm glad that you got the "good girl" :)

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    1. Im more comfortable with being needy/clingy than i used to be, but gosh yes i used to really struggle with it.....a "good girl" always make me feel good lol

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