X marks the spot (huge hint!)

I love to 'wear' the bruises, cuts or welts that the bossman gives me, its not uncommon for me to go rushing to the nearest mirror after a session to see what state im in, and to give a mock comment of "oh my god, look what you have done to my ass/tits" im not horrified at all, we both know it.

The cane gives the best marks in my mind, such beautiful distinctive stripes, the raised welts and sometimes blood depending on the severity of the caning and if thats his goal, i love how when i sit afterwards the pain re-ignites, the wincing, the discomfort turns me on maybe just as much as the caning itself.

I love if he decides to use my ass immediatley following the caning, restrained to the bench, my preference is very little lube ideally none at all, i like it to hurt, to be uncomfortable, so there is the combination of anal pain/pleasure as well as his body pushing against my tender, sore skin....its a good job he pretty much allows me to cum when i like during s/m because i dont think i could stop myself...unless he chooses to stop me.

He likes to pinch or give my ass a single hard slap on occassions afterwards, knowing it will illicit a wimper, works great as a warning/reminder if im 'pushing' him a bit too far, because although i enjoy the sensation the subtle unspoken threat of "I can add more" is what i wouldnt want...i know my limitations!

I have no marks at the moment, nothing, not a bruise, and im reading some blogs that are mentioning the cane and im getting that yearning, so yes this is a huge hint (i may well regret) but isnt it about time you beat the crap out of me?, i want to be pushed hard again (well it has been a while since we pushed limits), i want to be in tears begging you to stop but i dont want you to (well i will when it happens, of course)...not that you would anyway.