Monday, 10 February 2014

Behind the bedroom door/breath play

Oh blimey im so behind in getting unfinished posts published, only another 87 unpublished posts left in draft folder to sort out (some go back a year or more!)

I suppose with the free time i have now i should get around to sorting them out......but im also terrible for procrastinating, but im going to try, really does need a sort out.

Sitting astride Master on the bed, lowering myself onto his cock, instinctively i start to move, and he tells me to stop, i know why, i have seen whats on the bedside table, and my eyes light up with anticipation.

He takes a needle from the box, draws it across both my tits, teasing, leaving faint scratches, i start moving, "no, keep still" and its so difficult, grabbing my tit he pushes it in, and another one, dont want to leave a tit out!  a few more dotted around then he grabs my waist, dictating the movement, i attempt to take control, to move faster, so close to cumming and he stops me.

Another 2 needles from the box, i know where these are going, he pinches my nipples, twisting them until im wincing,, "move slowly" and as i do, he pushes one needle through a nipple, such a sharp delicious sensation, "please let me cum" i just dont think i can hold off much longer..."one more" and the other nipple is pierced, let loose, i move at my own pace, the blood trickling down just adds to it and an orgasm rips through me.

I love to be hooded, i know i have mentioned before that my favourite hood is a rubber one, with only two thin nasal tubes to breath in and out from.

Master at bedtime had said i could choose something, anything at all, and i choose this hood.

He pulls the hood over my head, and leads me to the bed, i love that i can feel him, but i cant see, hearing isnt good and my speech is muffled, but mostly its because these senses are removed other than touching and being able to feel him,  it makes the touching much more hmm 'alive' because its the primary focus from my viewpoint.

Lying on my back, slightly elevated by pillows, he is above me, i feel his hands toying with my breasts. his mouth biting my skin, slowly he enters me, and my breathing is heavy, its easy to panic when in this hood, and i have had little panics before.  Suddenly i cant breathe, Master has grasped the nasal tubes so i have no air supply, i start to struggle, my hands moving to his hands, trying to get them to release the tubes, when he does release my breathing is erratic, trying to steady it again.

As he fucks me, he continues this pattern, it seems for such a long time, but in reality not as long as it was at the time, sometimes im sure im going to black out, the sensations of whats going on, oxygen being restricted whilst being sexually stimulated, well bloody hell does it make for more intense orgasms, it can be addictive.

Its scary and exciting all wrapped together, the natural instinct is to fight, desperate to breathe, i scratch at him, legs kicking, but with his weight above me its futile, apart from the orgasms which are just breathtaking (no pun intended) the thrill for me is literally putting my life in his hands.

*Yes this type of play (play probably not the most apt word to use) has risks, serious risks, its not something to be taken lightly, we tend to subscribe to the theory of RACK rather than SSC*

He pulls the hood off of me after a couple of orgasms, and im in a place, a good place, a floaty place, and he continues to fuck me, my hands gripping him, legs wrapped around him, until he cums, im there, but im not there.

Umm we do also have normal sex, you know without the kink, generally in the mornings!

*RACK: risk aware consensual kink

*SSC: safe, sane and consensual

The way i differentiate between the 2 is that there are some activities within bdsm that many would not consider safe, and perhaps some not even sane!  mostly i would say those that fit within the label of edgeplay.



















21 comments:

  1. Ha, i don't feel so bad about being a month behind if your draft's folder is that full!

    Ohh, needles and hoods. Items that kinda freak me out. It's interesting because when i read them on a list of kinks i tell Master, no way no how, but then i read someone's post about their experiences and i'm thinking that's kinda hot, that kinda turns me on, i might like to try that. Though with the hood, i'd need to get over my claustrophobia first, lol. i really like what you said about RACK versus SSC too.

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    1. My draft folder is getting out of hand i really need to go through it lol

      A healthy curiosity is good, however we all know what happened to the cat! lol i have found that eventually though although something originally might freak me out, the idea of it wont go away and eventually i a have to try it...not always though!

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  2. MMMmmm, that was delicious. I haven't worn a hood, but we also love the breathplay. He typically just uses his hands. And yeah, no matter how much you think you are going to be still at the beginning, that fight reaction will kick in. Does he make you black out sometimes? My Master hasn't ever done it that long.

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    1. I would really recommend trying a hood, honestly i just think it adds to it, i guess because it blocks out the other senses.

      Nope, he wont go that far, we played with a couple years ago and they would, but the bossman is not prepared to do so, i went through a phase of wanting to but i respect thats not a line he will cross.

      x

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  3. Hmmm, needle play does't bother me per se .. I have seen demos, I use to have a friend that LOVED it. But of course I have never seen it incorporated into play. Of course the trust must be total between you.

    Same with the breath play .. which I thought was totally HOT btw. It's not something I could ever see myself doing at least not with a hood. I like being blindfolded & I like being gagged. But I can't stand having my face covered like that! (I have had to wear gas-masks/oxegyn masks etc in my military career) .. Iliterally sound like Darth Vader & have almost hyperventilated unitl almost passing out before. So yeah .. VERY HOT but probably not for me.

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    1. I love needles, which i still find amusing because they were initially a hard limit lol

      I can understand your reluctance with hoods considering your military career,wander if it would trigger negative memories for you?

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    2. I have had no past trauma's in regards to wearing masks (although once I was actually standing on(over) the fire I was trying to put out!) .. I think it's more a clausterphobia thing. I have always hated my mouth & nose being covered, even as a child. LIke I could bury myself under the covers .. as long as my nose & mouth were peaking out. *shrug* :D

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  4. Damn woman! That's hot!

    Love the RACK/SSC disclaimer at the bottom...translation..'we do what we do so shit the fuck up and don't fucking email me about it!' Lol. At least that's what I read! Hehe!

    hugs
    p

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    1. Can you shit the fuck up? *giggle*

      You are right. So fucking hot!

      I agree on the disclaimer and read it like P. Love it.

      Thank you go sharing and so glad orgasms were allowed.

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    2. lmao....loving it.

      @ his slut, its always a bonus when he allows me to cum, because generally he doesnt often!

      x

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  5. gosh! the needles scare me but the breath play - oh lordy how I love that. He just uses his hand here, but it is oh so bloody good...

    The RACK vs SSC thing is jolly interesting... I was thinking that by applying RACK you kinda make it SSC, if you see what I mean?

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    1. Yep i love breath play as well, i enjoy the hand but the hood is a huge favourite of mine, i just like the added bonus of it removing my senses.

      Yep i get what you mean, although often people will debate that much of edgeplay isnt SSC, so its covered by rack..not that it really matters really, if people enjoy it, there not harming anyone else ...go for it lol

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    2. the problem with SSC is that 'sane' is such an objective judgement. 'Safe' also, if you think about - both of them are frightfully woolly really. RACK is much better, but then I have worked in a Risk Assessment environment, and I'm comfortable with the idea that there's really no way of completely eliminating risk, only assessing it and managing it.

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  6. Ooh this is hot Tori! I must admit though, the thought of needles scares the crap out of me! LoL ... but I think I've told you that before :) We have only done breath play in a 'minor' way and only with his hand.

    Love you words re RACK v SSC

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. yep needles scare a lot of people, and i get way, they used to scare me.

      Breath play is i think hot because of the element of it being risky?

      thanks

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  7. tori,

    Very hot. Breath play is a hard limit for me. And, a rubber hood. Yikes.

    Thank you for sharing.

    Hugs,
    joey

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    1. Thanks joey

      You should try a hood, i think you would like it!

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  8. Tori,
    It's amazing that I got through the first half of your post without fainting. I love watching needle play, love the idea of it but actually having it done is a whole different thing. Luckily for me my M, doesn't feel the greatest about needles, either ;p
    Ahhh...I'm with you on the hoods! For some reason, I feel far "safer" having my breathing restricted with a covering/hood than say, with a hand...hmm...that's something to really ponder. We tend to be in the RACK camp, too.
    Lovely post!

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    1. Needles seem to provoke that reaction in a lot of people, and i can understand that considering they were once a hard limit for me...now i love them!

      Hoods yes, i prefer them over the hand but not because i consider them safer...you got me pondering on that now lol, i prefer them because i love that they have this way of making me feel more vulnerable.

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  9. I enjoyed your post. I have only had a little bit of dabbling in the breath play, but am excited to hopefully do more. I will post when it happens. :)

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  10. Totally hot!! I don't think I would say no to any of it but that could be because I'm reading it and not about to have a needle stuck in me lol

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