I have come to the conclusion that blogger hates me, yeah im getting parinoid and taking it personal, apparently now i dont follow any blogs! unless i log off and back on every time i refresh, and i can reply to comments on my own blog but only when it chooses to let me! at the moment its choosing not...goddamit im being dominated by blogger and im about to go switch on its ass...i will not be beaten.
My son announced yesterday that he doesnt see the point in taking any more of his exams this summer because "dad says i can can go work for him" oh did he, well thats just great, is this the same dad that makes you and your sister promises and maybe one in ten times might keep them? is it? is this the same dad that didnt turn up last Saturday to your rugby match when he promised he would?
Do i say that? no, im trying very hard to not run him down, he is there dad after all, and of course they worship him because he doesnt follow the rules, he treats them as his mates (when he actually spends time with them), me im the horrid parent that keeps them to a routine, gets on their case about homework, makes sure there eating well etc...
Long, stressful talk later with said wanderful dad he agrees to tell our son that he cant work with him and he must sit his exams and go on to college as he previously wanted to...and why do i have this horrid feeling im going to be the worst person in the world...because of course as my son tells me "you enjoy ruining my life" oh the joy of teens.