We had a lovely evening, went out for a nice meal, both tired but not too tired to have some 'play' when we got back which ended with him pissing over me in the shower which i love.
As i stand up to shower he removes the needles from labia and tits and i watch the blood wash away with the shower water, i find that such an arousing sight, he stands up and washes me, soaping my marked and sore tits, over the whip marks, these same hands that bring me pain now so tender.
He stands behind me, telling me to look in the mirror, im covered, bruises starting to form, whip marks, cuts on my tits, using his fingers he brings me to orgasm, "I love you" he says and i reply "even like this?" its odd for me but i was feeling vulnerable and needing re-assurance which i dont generally, not in these circumstances, he turns to face me "especially like this".
Showered and dried we go to bed, watch a little television nestled into him, before falling asleep in his embace feeling safe and loved.
Thats about as romantic as i can get.
tori,
ReplyDeleteI suppose i can see why someone unfamiliar with any of this lifestyle would have a very hard time relating to this... On the other hand, i think many of us can completely relate. I can't imagine how flowers or chocolate or a dinner out could feel as close and open to each other and as totally devoted and given to each other as what you've described.
yes i fully understand that many people wont get this and i dont mind that, there are lots of things i dont 'get' lol
DeleteThankyou for us its creates initmacy.
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tori,
ReplyDeleteI completely relate to this. I agree tori, you either "get it" or you will never understand the feeling.
Hug.
joey
@greengirl well said.
thanks joey, it is a wanderful feeling, just this sense of everything being as close to perfect as it gets.
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Oh yes...So much better than flowers or chocolate.
ReplyDeleteIt's a lovely post--even before coffee!
yep flowers and chocolates mean nothing to me..ok maybe not so much the chocs lol
Deletethanks
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i admit I can't relate the the activities and play that you engage in. but what i CAN and DO relate to is the overwhelming feeling of satisfaction and feeling encompassed by him that you so loveingly describe in your posts.
ReplyDeleteand that's what really matters isn't it?
Yes i agree its not important how its expressed just that we are happy and content with how its expressed and that will mean different things for different people.
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That's as romantic as you need to be; I understand that. it's a beautiful thing.
ReplyDeletethanks dancing, i have and he isnt the most romantic of people lol
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I completely understand that feeling of "even like this?" I'm sure I have thought it many times, but not sure I've ever said it out loud.
ReplyDeleteI dont normally and i cant really explain why i felt so insecure at that moment but i did and needed his reassurance.
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Tori: It sounded very romantic that he cared enough to leave you bruised with whip marks and cuts on your tits and then he brought you to an orgasm. And it's very romantic that you loves you like that. Hope you both continue to enjoy the lifestyle. You are so right for each other.
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hi FD
Deletethanks, i think im so lucky rather we both are that we have this level of compatibility and take enjoyment from the same things.
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I understand completely. That you want to be like that with him. It means a lot to a Dom/Master to be able to give his sub/slave pain like that, and for her to love it. That is why he said especially like that...smiles...
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Thanks William, i sort of understand it a bit more, sometimes i just feel really vulnerable in moments like that.
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Hi tori, I've never experienced it, but I definitely get it. :)
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