Wednesday 18 February 2015

I see clearly now

It took reading some books and watching a film to make me realise i need help, rescuing, i had no understanding of separating fiction from reality, because im a woman and on top of that a submissive woman, so how would i know!

But i see clearly now, after watching the film, that what im doing, what me and Master are doing is wrong, oops i shouldnt call him that, its offensive, but wait we are not like the books or the film, oh gosh a realisation has sunk in that we are worse than the books....the bastard doesnt even own a helicopter for a start..let alone a luxury apartment.....he has been masquerading as a dominant for all these years..i see this now.

He didnt give me a contract either, omg, i have been manipulated, forced into situations i could have said no to, i didnt get no Apple laptop to do some research on either, i trusted him instead, learnt as we went along..what a fool i am.

Some people have said the film portrays an abusive relationship, and part of me can understand that, but they are wrong, its real, dont they see that? now im off to run down some pedestrians because i have been playing Grand Theft Auto.


16 comments:

  1. rotf--No helicopter?! That is soo pre-Shades of Grey.

    I have to admit, that is one of the things that bothered me a bit about the whole concept of the books--the idea that one should equate wealth with dominance. I mean, nothing wrong with being a wealthy dominant lol, just that money doesn't make you something you're not...
    I'm sick and haven't managed to suck down an entire cup of coffee yet, so I dunno if I'm making any sense...

    Maybe you should be playing candy crush instead of Grand Theft Auto?

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    1. Being rich makes you sexy. It's a fact. (snort)

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    2. Yeah it seems to be the 'thing' with a lot of books similar to 50 shades...the doms are all loaded!

      banned from playing candy crush...got addicted lol

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  2. Damn, I'm so glad you're back!

    Apparently it's now creepy to have someone surprise you with a new car...and to think all this time I was thinking that would be sweet!!

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    1. ffs i forgot about the new car....all i got from agreeing to be his submissive was a sore ass, lots of orgasms and a KFC bargain bucket of chicken wings!!!

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  3. Hey...wait...They're supposed to have helicopters? FML.

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    1. yep!...i see you have also been duped as well lol

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  4. My Master never bought me a laptop either, much less cart me around in his jet plane. I'm oppressed! Help help!

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    1. you should be shouting help....you have been misguided! lol

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  5. Almost choked on my wine! Love it tori, welcome back! xx

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    1. wine is most definitely needed at times

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  6. LoL Tori, no helicopter, but what about the yacht? Oh, and the plane. I actually did have an Apple to research on ... but it was an old one and I already had it lol. Wouldn't mind the Audi :)

    Hugs
    Roz

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. see at least your getting your needs met....you should really push for the Audi now lol

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  7. I'm so sorry Tori that you've had this realisation. As an author I've felt realism was the key, so I included luxury yacht in my book. Since you don't have one... well, never mind. I'm sure you'll come to terms with the less than ideal version of D/s.
    ;-)

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    1. OOh your rubbing salt into the wounds....a yacht! yep we need to have a long chat about my needs me and him lol

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