No, not I love you, but "so be it"
Thats what he said this morning after reading yesterdays post.
"so be it"!!!! is that it?
I was not expecting that, that was it. Ok so im over analysing but i dont like those words they sound, well like the bells of doom chiming my impending doom.....i wanted "lets discuss this" or his usual "we'll see" then i have time to sort of like realise what im asking for, and maybe just maybe have the opportunity to withdraw it (have to have hope!).....but no i get
"so be it"!!!! (hey i like exclamation marks)!
Now yes i do realise that i asked for this and i did deliberate before hitting publish to give it some thought and yes i know the whole 'be careful what you wish for, you just might get it'....but i wasnt expecting "so be it"....yes, yes i know i only have myself to blame.
But (i also like but's) this is a man that deliberates over decisions, thinks things through so he is sure of the decision he makes, i thought i could predict what would happen, and he has thrown me off kilter (what is a kilter anyway!) and well i just sat there stunned, not speaking..."so be it" i dont like that phrase, its new, its sort of ominous.......i shall never moan again, bloody hell bring back "we'll see".
Hmm now its the waiting game, the anticipation of waiting for the "so be it" to happen, when he feels like it.