Yippee, back to normality, well as normal as it gets!
Im back to work, children are back to school, and im back to blogging, ok so i could have blogged before now but have had lots of family time and plus i havent been in the best of health, spent the day after Christmas day in hospital which was the lowest point.
Honestly im hoping this year will be a better one for me health wise, it seems like since i was diagnosed diabetic type 1 back in....blimey June of last year i havent been keeping too well off and on and it had been getting me down, i seem to pick up everything thats going...and well its been a lot to get my head around, im still struggling to keep blood sugar levels under control.
I have been pretty much out of commission most of December, with infections and what not...but im feeling good and yeah fit for use...i so need a good beating.
I considered making some new year resolutions and then thought sod it im terrible for sticking to them so perhaps its best just to try to work on what i need to without setting myself goals which i might not reach and then feeling bad because i didnt....im terribly guilty of doing that.
The bossman is really pleased with me at the moment, i didnt even balk at his comment of "you finally seem to be learning"....well its only been 6 years or so, heck i reckon in another 6 i may be bloody spot on!...but lets not hold me to that!
But learning what? ahh well i am awful for being pedantic (hold on got to google that word, i think it fits lol) ..yeah it does, sort of...in that although im pretty much obedient in doing as im told, i falter in that i have been resistant to doing more than what i am specifically told, if i dont like doing something, although i will do it, its with a lack of enthusiasm, i dont go above and beyond,...im not explaining very well am i?
Anyways something seems to have clicked into place, i dunno i just have been doing things albeit little things, some that im not keen on, that i know please him without having to be told to...and he likes that.
And i like that he likes this....all is good, a good start to the New Year.
But hey we're only a week in lets not get carried away, it could all go to shit next week!