Today i handed in my notice at work, with the time owing to me, today was my last day.
It was not an easy decision, since before Christmas i have been mulling it over, and i suppose its one of the reasons my blogging has been erratic, i really needed to put a lot of thought into making the right decision, i didnt want to quit and end up regretting it....so its really been pretty much on my mind for the last couple of months.
I had worked there for 12 years and i loved it, i was fortunate that i was in a job that for the majority of the time i looked forward to going into work, i loved working with the children, there was a lot of satisfaction in working with children with learning/behaviour/special needs and seeing them grow.
But the last year or more i have become less and less enthusiastic, spending more time doing paperwork than i was working with the children, getting frustrated with bloody bureaucracy, never no money in the pot for those children that really need it but yet criminals in prison can get educated for free!
I have cried my tears most of this afternoon, im going to miss the children, some of the staff, and im going to miss working....so i intend to have a few months at home before i start seeking something new...staying home full time is not for me, and its not like i have young children at home.
Im not sure what direction i want to go in, im seriously considering going back to college to do what im really not sure about, something completely different from education i think, i need a new challenge.
Master offered up the suggestion of professional dominatrix!......hmm i could try practising on him...... lmao.