I have realised that last weekend i broke everyone of my new years resolutions...well in all fairness are they not meant to be made to be broken? I only had 3
to be respectfull at all times
to not attempt in any way to get out or negotiate a punishment
to obey immediatley without question or resistance of any kind
thats not too good is it really considering we havent even got to February yet and i broke them all in one day.....that has to be a record surely!!!
However its these 3 areas that i know i have to work on, i know its what would please him and make me a better slave which is what we both want. Im going to have a think on these and how i can improve, i want to tell him how sorry i am for how i behaved but i cant because he has heard it too many times so why should it make a difference now...i can only be patient and prove in time that i am sorry by succeeding in these areas.......the challenge is now on....cue dramatic music!!!!