I know i have comments to catch up on, i have blogs to catch up on, im reading them and i have things i want to say but at the moment im content to just read.
Im back to the hospital tomorrow for x rays, my neck and back are really sore, so im barely sleeping, when i am its during the day so at night im pretty much awake all night.
And im feeling sorry for myself because im feeling bloody weak, useless, and if i dont get a kick up the ass it risks heading into depressive territory...and i have been there before.
and i swear if my mother comes around today and moans about how inconvenient it is for her with me being laid up, and that im not grateful enough for her help (which sincerely i didnt ask for and i dont want) because the ulterior motive for her visits is to pick holes in my life...im going to take my crutch and shove it somewhere where she will have something to complain about.
Oh, hope they're able to get you feeling better soon and you can get what you need soon. Sucks being awake in pain at night. One can only watch so many infomercials!
ReplyDeleteMy stepmom likes to "help" when there's a "need" so she can be a hero and keep score to hold it over my head again and again. Thank goodness dad finally retired and they now several states away.
Thanks chickadee
DeleteLOl i have been watching so much crap on tv i think my brain is rotting..its amazing what is on late at night!
Gosh yes sounds like my mum, she wants to be the hero, i think though its more about image for my mum and being able to lord it over me!
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Sorry you're still suffering, physically and mentally. Crutches are deadly weapons, as are walking sticks; does she realise you're armed and dangerous? Wooden ones are better than aluminium ones... I use to fence.... ;)
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Oh damn mines aluminuium but im sure it still holds quite a whack...might be able to tell you later for sure lol
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Lol--maybe you can get someone to take pictures while you beat her with it.
ReplyDeleteDo you have a good chiropractor you could go to for your neck and back?
I have a wonderful one who helps me keep my ability to turn my head both left and right. It's pretty snazzy...
lol lil, its so tempting the woman is doing my head in, i have to say though coz i dont want it coming accross that im being ungrateful...me and my mum unfortunatley do not have a good relationship...in fact its really quite bad.
DeleteDepending on how it goes tomorrow im hoping i will get referred to one, might have to go private to get a decent one but its worth it when it comes to the neck and back i think.
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Do not fret about comments, please just feel better.
ReplyDeleteVery big hug,
Joey
Thanks joey
DeleteHopefully tomorrow find out whats going on and start getting some improvement.
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