Its a common thought, question, comment that one sees around, "what is it actually like being a slave 24/7?" sue_lally asks.
Well if i was to describe my past week it would to all intents and purposes appear very ordinary, no being kept in a cage naked all the time...alas....but i guess thats not the answer your looking for.
Its, well its, liberating.
Its being snuggled up against him in bed watching crap tv, laughing
Its being pinned down to the bed, and being brutally fucked, screaming
Its walks along the riverbank, ice creams and lazing on the grass with the daily paper
Its walks in the wood, being bent over a branch and whipped with another branch....seriously who carries a pocket knife on them!!!yeah he does!
Its talking over dinner, debating, discussing the news, work, agreeing and disagreeing
Its being told what a dirty, filthy slut i am, interrogating, provoking me
Its getting all prettied up for a night out, nice dress, sexy underwear, looking beautiful for him, and for me
Its masacara running down my face, snotty nose, tears, after a beating, still beautiful to him
Its him being concerned when my blood sugar is high or low, taking care of me
Its him hurting me, humiliating me, making me feel worthless, that i am nothing to him
Its me moaning about him stinking out the bathroom again, every damn morning
Its being in the bathroom, being pissed on, and left covered in it
Its him treating me like a leper when i have my period, he doesnt do menstrual blood
Its having needles put in my labia, and watching the blood flow when they are pulled out
Its him working long hours, tired, just wanting rest/sleep, relaxing evenings of nothing
Its him feeling stressed because of long hours, long nights in the dungeon as he vents his stress
Its all of this and more, much more.