Monday 13 May 2013

The silence is deafening

The night before, wasnt good, well some of it wasnt, i wasnt good and Master said to me "you are going to suffer terribly tomorrow"

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I was waiting patiently as he was talking to this woman we know, she is a professional domme and has her own male sub, there a nice couple, i was getting a bit impatient waiting for her to leave so i could have his attention....why cant she take the hint and leave.

"take your clothes off" he suddenly directed at me...ummm excuse me! he surely didnt intend for me to strip off in front of her and i was so sure he didnt mean that, and so i didnt, i carried on standing there, waiting for them to finish talking.

"why are you still dressed?" ok so he isnt sounding too pleased now, annoyed that i didnt obey the first time..yeah well im annoyed that he is standing there talking to her and i dont want to take my clothes off in front of her..im really not comfortable with this at all....and i try to potray this message to him using my eyes....surely he can see that im finding this really distressing.

Oh but as i look at him i know he is fully aware of how im feeling and he is enjoying it, "now" he barks, and slowly i strip, feeling completly humiliated (in a way i dont like) and yeah a bit scared because im not sure of his intentions, he has been so evasive of his plans this weekend.

"come here" i move to stand next to him, and he carries on conversing with her, and she is casting glances at me as i stand there naked, and im pleading in my head that he isnt going to let her get her hands on me, thankfully they finish talking and she leaves "have fun" she says smiling...im struggling to keep my emotions in check!...bastard thats all im thinking....what was the purpose of him doing that....im really suspicious of it, but he never gives anything away.

"get on the cross" with my back to the cross he cuffs my arms behind my back behind the cross, my ankles to the base, and inserts a ring gag into my mouth...i hate this gag.  I watch as he selects some clover clamps, the bullwhip and a riding crop, using rope he binds my tits individualy so tight im whimpering and then secures the ends of the rope up near my head on the cross and it pulls on my tits, stretching them....his hand seeks between my legs and he grins as he feels my wetness...let the fun begin.









24 comments:

  1. tori,

    Wow. What a start to your weekend.Thank you for sharing.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. Thanks joey

      It was well you know exciting but bloody hell i was nervous but thats all part of the adrenelin rush i think.

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  2. You are one brave woman! I don't know that I could've worked up the courage to strip in front of her. Hope you thoroughly enjoyed your weekend.

    Hugs

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    1. lol i didnt want to i really didnt, but im smart enough to know the consequences of not doing as i was instructed would have been worse.

      It was a great weekend thanks.

      x

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  3. Humiliating yep, agree.
    Clover clamps and bullwhip... This is you Tori writing this post? Cos, you know, a bullwhip! Just checking.... Are you lying down or sitting up.... :-)
    hugs
    DF

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    1. lmao yep its me

      Its actually not that bad...no thats not true...it can be, depending on how hard its applied, pretty much like most implements...i have a sore ass but thats not from the bullwhip!
      Im sitting gingerly lol

      x

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  4. Wow tori, what a start! Hope you had a good time!

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    1. I did very much thanks, had been too long.

      x

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  5. That is a very pointed start to your weekend ;o)

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    1. It certainly got my attention where he wanted lol

      x

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  6. I know that feeling way too well- still somehow I manage not to be completely used to it and feel the sting of humiliation in orders to strip in front of people.

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    1. I hate it ancilla, i really do, i was so mad at him for doing that to me.

      x

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  7. Very intense, tori. You are much, much braver than I.

    (((hugs)))

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    1. lol, not so sure its about bravery June, i think its just that over the years we have worked up to these situations, cant say i always like it but it does push me out of my comfort zone and sometimes thats a good thing.

      x

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    1. more like i didnt have any other options lol

      x

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  9. Humiliating but exciting all at the same time. Glad you got some good playtime in, hoping to hear more.

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    1. It was humiliating dancing, i didnt like it one bit!

      Im going to write more, just need to process it all in my own head if that makes sense.

      x

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  10. Straight out of a novel! I hope it was fulfilling!

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  11. Oh i think i will leave the novel writing to you lol, im not a good writer.

    It was very fullfilling but its not until after the event i feel that, at the time i can find it a struggle. hate it even.

    x

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  12. oh my!I want to send this to Local D as a BIG FAT hint. I know this was a struggle for you but its a thing of fantasy to me *embarrassed smile*
    L

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    1. lol no need to be embarrassed, there are things that turn me on that i will not admit here!

      I tend to find that afterwards, when its over its then i get twinges of 'yeah that was hot' but at the time...nope.

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  13. I absolutely love reading your blog!

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