Joey recently wrote about a bondage demo he attended http://joeyred51-joeyandfriends.blogspot.co.uk/2013/11/bondage-fun-spank-or-tickle.html?zx=11bf85f96d78e467
I love bondage, whether it be for the purpose of s/m, sex or just because he wants to have me tied up, being restrained just heightens the particular experience of what is going on. It can feel relaxing, restricting,(obviously), harsh, sensual, can make me feel safe, scared, aroused, calm, frenzied....so many different emotions dependent on its purpose.
But what i most love and enjoy about it, is how free it makes me feel when i am bound..which sounds a contradiction of terms....but its the same as how all of this (tpe) enables me to be 'free' but yet i am owned.
I love the helplessness of being defenceless against his ministrations, whether it be pain or indeed pleasure, it serves to remind me that i have no choice in what and how he wishes to use me, i am bound for his pleasure, to use as he pleases.
It helps me to surrender more easily, to get to that place where im just floating, and sometimes im gone so deeply im in a state of mind where i believe i will do and be anything he wants, just so vulnerable to him.
Its a place that belongs to just me and him, nothing and nobody else matters.