Thursday 5 December 2013

The choice is yours

I woke up this morning, pulled back the covers to check my tits were still attached, i was pretty sure from the state of them, yellow, bruised and vivid red welts over them, when going to bed last night that they was going to drop off....yeah slight exaggeration about the dropping off!

It all started very innocently while having a shower, ok maybe not so innocent being as it was a shower of the golden variety but anyways its pretty much the norm for us that, after relieving himself, he tells me to hurry up get showered and then i can have a  caning....yay.

I make sure im completely dry, i love a caning, but cane on wet skin ouchies and not in a nice way, he is waiting, cane in hand, "tits or ass first?, you choose" oh.  Im not so keen on a caning on the tits, plus im close to that time of the month and more sensative, not that this concerns him in the slightest, but i choose tits first, my reasoning being get the worst over with first.

"please may i have a warm up Sir?"

"No"

He has me kneel beside him, "Tell me when your ready for each stroke"...oh geez, you know i dont like this game, but i ready myself, hands under my tits offering them up, his hand grabs my hair to pull my head back....so there is no obstruction, whap it strikes down hard, and i turn grabbing onto his legs, catching my breath.

And so it continues, feels much longer than it actually was and its hurting a lot, i just want to cuddle my poor beaten boobies, hoping for a reprieve before he moves on but thats not happening, "bend over" figure that asking for a warm up is pointless.

I love the cane, i do, but i struggle with it when a) there is no warm-up and b) i much prefer to be tied down, it just helps me to get into that mindset of accepting it because i cant do anything to avoid it..again he instructs me to ask for the strokes.  The first one has me falling forward, grasping the bedcovers, screaming into them, i turn to look at him, pleading that its too hard, just get that 'look' and resign myself to the inevitable.

Over with, i sprawl across the bed, im done..but he isnt "choose an item from the box, anything you would like, your choice"

Im grinning like the cheshire cat......what will i choose, decisions, decisions!

14 comments:

  1. I love your comment about a shower of the golden variety and it becoming the norm ... it's interesting how certain acts can become so familiar they lose any initial yuk/scary/nervous anticipation factor they might have had - at least that is the case for Daddy and me :) ava x

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    1. hi Ava

      yes i would most definitley agree that what once was thought yuk or dirty eventually that goes and it becomes the norm that its not even considered kink anymore lol

      x

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  2. Oh you sadistic tease =) That was a terrible place to stop. So…we'll hear more tomorrow??!! You are so right about the warm up and the bondage, though…both make the experience so much more erotic…but without it makes the submission so much more necessary!

    hugs,
    fiona

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    1. im sorry but i couldnt resist lol

      I will follow up but got distracted, and this weekend has been hectic.

      Oh im all for the warm, and bondage well i just love it, makes it more easier i think!

      x

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  3. Anything (usually) with a warm-up is better :p

    Personally, I hate any game that starts with "Your choice."
    Unfortunately, mine knows that quite well.

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    1. oh yes i agree.

      Why do they do this to us, clearly they get enjoyment from it lol

      x

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  4. Thanks for sharing. I prefer to be in bondage for hard caning also. I am glad I do not have tits although my play partner still loves to hit my nipples. Ouch.

    Hugs,
    joey

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    1. hi joey

      Yep bondage is my personal preference as well, alas i dont always get what i want.

      Nipple torture is horrid,,,,not my most favourite thing!

      x

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  5. Ouch! I think I jumped when I read the part where the cane actually connected with you!

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    1. lol yep no matter how much im prepared to expect it, it still makes me jump!

      x

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  6. oooooo was cringing there tori...ouch ouch indeed...must admit being in bondage would help in this case...definitely gets me into the mindset.

    hope you gave them a nice caress after that...laughs

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    1. it was very cringing, i hate not being restrained..im so with you in that it gets one in that right mindset!

      i forgot all about the carressing by the time he had finished with my ass lol

      x

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  7. er, cane yes. on boobs, um... BIKSS? you there?

    and ouch. i think being tied down would definitely be more helpful.

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    1. Yep im not a fan of the cane on boobs...but yet i love the marks..unfortunatley i cant have one without the other lol

      x

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