Sunday, 2 December 2007

suspicious minds

Have chatted to a slave on im, i wrote to her on ic at His request as her profile intrigued me well the scenario in the profile interested me. Im more sceptical and suspicious than i used to be and im not sure of what to make of her at the moment, taking what she has said into consideration (if indeed its the truth) i have a few nagging doubts, her husband is also a dominant who has his own sub, she does not sub to him but he knows that she has a Master, which i guess is possible just seems odd would like to know why they are not a M/s couple. Her Master im assuming is also married, again nothing unusual but i assume this as they only meet in hotels once a month for one night.

Her profile states that if anyone expresses a wish to use her then they should send her a memo and then her Master would decide, hmm i would have thought that any direct requests would go through him and that his email address would be shown or at least have his own profile, but i guess this can be explained just seems a strange set up considering she said she is not allowed to communicate with other dominants without his permission. I received an offline message from her saying that her Master had sent me email although have received no such mail and have since told her that any commuication with him should go through my Master and gave her His email address, and as far as i know He hasnt had any contact.

I wish i wasnt so distrusting but after the last couple im scared i dont want to run any risks of not knowing what im getting involved in so its going to take a lot to gain my trust, i was talkative and friendly but held back from saying too much. She was very curious about the experiences i have had particulary with other couples and wanted details and i became suspicious that it was for wank fodder so i didnt elaborate too much. I certainly want to talk to her some more and form more of an opinion she seemed pleasant enough and i liked her but then i have liked others before and been manipulated so i reserve judgment at the moment.

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