tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post7693147051702182178..comments2023-05-21T15:25:29.957+01:00Comments on Pain's Pleasure: And around we go againtorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-36980011305250478402012-11-28T09:58:49.980+00:002012-11-28T09:58:49.980+00:00lol kitty we can be crazy together.
I think somet...lol kitty we can be crazy together.<br /><br />I think sometimes i want to be normal but then really how do we define what normal is?!<br /><br />xtorihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-44110507232274656532012-11-28T09:57:04.137+00:002012-11-28T09:57:04.137+00:00I liked this joey thankyou
I wish i could stop st...I liked this joey thankyou<br /><br />I wish i could stop struggling about thinking whether its normal or not, deep down i know its ok but then there is that part of me that questions everything.<br /><br />xtorihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-54501701977682986512012-11-28T09:54:33.833+00:002012-11-28T09:54:33.833+00:00Yes yes yes this is exactly it and it is scary.
I...Yes yes yes this is exactly it and it is scary.<br /><br />I think it is a good thing that the dominants are patient i think they need to be to prevent from running before walking....he knows when to push and when to hold back and i dont.<br /><br />Thankyou<br /><br />xtorihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-20638532103716306562012-11-28T09:52:08.894+00:002012-11-28T09:52:08.894+00:00hi FD
Yes i know your right and i shouldnt feel a...hi FD<br /><br />Yes i know your right and i shouldnt feel ashamed and i dont always but yea sometimes these thoughts creep into my head and wont go away.<br /><br />xtorihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-67161468409502277312012-11-28T09:51:25.493+00:002012-11-28T09:51:25.493+00:00Yes tiring is a good way of rounding it up, im pre...Yes tiring is a good way of rounding it up, im pretty sure the bossman is tired of me going through it as well, i just want it all to come together now!<br /><br />xtorihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-54031077448144589062012-11-28T04:55:35.095+00:002012-11-28T04:55:35.095+00:00I think the saying is that it is like a car wreck ...I think the saying is that it is like a car wreck - you know you should look away, but you can't.<br /><br />It is these types of thought trains that make me wonder what God was up to... and then I wonder if God has a hand in this... and then I remember that God doesn't make mistakes... and then I wonder, why is it important for God to be in my submission?<br /><br />So, see, you are not crazy - I am... you are actually relatively normal. :)~Kitty the Submissive Wifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00185859722963938064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-72381623107848857602012-11-27T22:02:26.170+00:002012-11-27T22:02:26.170+00:00tori,
I watched that episode of WD and was put of...tori,<br /><br />I watched that episode of WD and was put off by the brutality of the fight. But, I understand the point you are making. She felt evil for liking the fight and could not reconcile the inner conflict she felt.<br /><br />I am a masochist and like pain. I fought this feeling for many years. I told myself it was not normal. Running was my outlet and let me tell you it hurts to run hard. Long races are agonizing. But, the high from the pain/running was intoxicating. In society, it is perfectly OK to torture ones body to run a marathon. And, one is in deep pain for a week afterwards. I have marks on my body from the run, blisters, etc. It is crazy to put a body through this much stress, but socially acceptable. <br /><br />BDSM is everywhere in the media: TV, movies, books, etc. A good example is Spartacus with naked bodies in chains who are slaves to their masters. Society loathes the notion of BDSM, but people love watching scenes showing hard core BDSM.<br /><br />I am aroused by hard play. I am tired of thinking about whether it is normal or not after years of struggling with the notion. Now, I just want to try new things and feel all the emotions resulting from my "activities."<br /><br />I feel like I am rambling, but I wanted to share some of my thoughts on this topic and let you know you are not alone.<br /><br />Hug,<br />joey<br /><br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-78592696633260487932012-11-27T21:13:21.603+00:002012-11-27T21:13:21.603+00:00I am new the s/m, still finding my way...and have ...I am new the s/m, still finding my way...and have done lots of questioning of why I like, love, crave, the pain and humiliation. The more I get it seems the more I want and it is a strange feeling...the accepting, the needing and most of all scary because I fear how far I will go and even worse how far I will push. I am thankful for Sir, he is patient, and perceptive and will hold back when it seems as I am pushing for more. But the fear creeps in, then I feel empty...and back again. <br /><br />It is comfort to know that it is a struggles others have, and a bigger comfort to know that I am not alone. It makes the accepting me for who I am an easier pill to swallow.<br /><br />So the short of the long is thank you for the post, and the openness you share in your blog. I truly do enjoy reading what you have to say. Anna Mayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03831125421720546798noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-68556356310539536422012-11-27T17:27:15.746+00:002012-11-27T17:27:15.746+00:00Good luck in dealing with this issue in your life....Good luck in dealing with this issue in your life. I just hope you can realize this is in your DNA. You like it and want it and crave it and there's nothing wrong with that and you shouldn't feel ashameed. It is who you are. Try to just go with the flow and enjoy it. And it's OK to love it and hate it at the same time.<br /><br />And wanting this is not weak. Some very strong, take charge women have a submissive side.<br /><br />FD Florida Domhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08785387941624829985noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348741119843312019.post-6221406489636276392012-11-27T16:55:49.219+00:002012-11-27T16:55:49.219+00:00Sometimes it's like being on a merry-go-round ...Sometimes it's like being on a merry-go-round isn't it? And it can be so damn frustrating to spin through the same issue over and over again...<br /><br />I have similar issues with control that run in their own vein--why do I crave it so badly, does it mean I'm weak, could I function without it, what's wrong with me that I need it so badly, resenting that he made me need it in the first place...The list goes on.<br /><br />As individual as they are, I think we all have these struggles in our own ways.<br />I think they go away eventually...Or maybe they just evolve into a new kind...Dunno. But I do know how tiring they can be!Stormhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12613795542678253943noreply@blogger.com